Diewithallyoursorrows

I should of died in that car today. I should of been consumed in flames. At least then I wouldn’t feel this way. I wouldn’t be broken, alone , lost. I can’t lay here, my mind is consuming me. It all leads back to the fact I need to be gone.

Every year this day gets worse then the last, but this time… I can’t take it. I want something to live for, not something to die from.

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At this point I dont even know how to feel, never the less, if i deserve to.

Dysfunctional at it’s finest.

I can’t not and will not ever hold a substantially significant relationship. Why? Because I’m fucked up. I don’t know how to be with someone because the ones I love only love me in the sheets. You would of thought I’d stop making the same mistake months ago, but this is all I know and this is all I have. It’s the closest I’ll ever be to someone loving me because I’m nothing if not fucked up.

I’ve been in love with the same guy for 3 years now, he had sex with me and then moved on to the girl that he ‘loves’, if that’s not pathetic I don’t know what is.